nsq ([info]nsq) wrote,

LONG DAY =X

1) I haven't got any sleep since yesterday night. So I'm going to feel really awful soon.

2) School was long and tiring. I didn't listen in any lessons today. I covered my head with the jacket and slept and teachers like Mrs Chia would say, "Still sick? Okay you rest."

3) I had no idea what was going on during the lessons.

4) Ms Leong is REALLY SLOW that I REALLY CANNOT TAKE IT.

5) I had terrible gastric pains since midnight which comes and goes.

6) I haven't been eating so I'm losing alot of water. I'll lose all my weight till I am 45kg.

7) I'm back to how I was before the mid year exams, when I didn't bother how messy my uniform looked like when I am walking, or how I am slouching, or how messy my hair looks like, or how the existence of the dark circles just hit no interest on me.

8) I screwed up my F&N practical because I was already feeling so sick+tired+sleepy+drained and 2hours of practical wouldn't help. I destroyed all my cakes. Hola.

9) I'm going to drain myself and just mug and mug and mug and mug. Face those books.

10) I'm shutting myself, once again like I did in those months. So, pardon me.



Should I end this entry with a smile? :D That's better. SMILE WORLD, SMILE. THE BEST HAVE YET TO COME.

Cynicism.

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[info]cherriesberries

July 14 2005, 11:31:21 UTC 6 years ago

-hugs*
Dont put yourself down any further, babe. Stop, take a rest, drink loads of water and start caring about yourself again, alright? I hate seeing you like this and I know you can do it. Just give yourself a chance to (:

[info]nsq

July 14 2005, 14:45:14 UTC 6 years ago

i'll try.

(:

[info]xpersnickety

July 14 2005, 14:40:35 UTC 6 years ago

Hey nurul! I tell you what you should do. DO NOT HIT THE BOOKS... yet. Get well first. You'll either make yourself feel worse, or not get anything in your head at all.

[info]nsq

July 14 2005, 14:45:53 UTC 6 years ago

(: thanks. i just wonder when will i get well.

hee.

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[info]nsq

July 15 2005, 14:22:02 UTC 6 years ago

LOL. (;

[info]_fragilehearted

July 15 2005, 02:09:52 UTC 6 years ago

hello mydear, pls tkare kay? don't be so stressed and sad la, i'm sure things will get better reallly soon yeah? (: hugs- oi and stop losing weight, you'll make me feel guilty mwhaha. lovlove!

[info]nsq

July 15 2005, 14:23:31 UTC 6 years ago

yeah, things will get better (: saya banyak lemak lah! (OKAY THAT SOUNDED GROSS) okay i shall love a decent amount of weight. xD
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