1) I haven't got any sleep since yesterday night. So I'm going to feel really awful soon.
2) School was long and tiring. I didn't listen in any lessons today. I covered my head with the jacket and slept and teachers like Mrs Chia would say, "Still sick? Okay you rest."
3) I had no idea what was going on during the lessons.
4) Ms Leong is REALLY SLOW that I REALLY CANNOT TAKE IT.
5) I had terrible gastric pains since midnight which comes and goes.
6) I haven't been eating so I'm losing alot of water. I'll lose all my weight till I am 45kg.
7) I'm back to how I was before the mid year exams, when I didn't bother how messy my uniform looked like when I am walking, or how I am slouching, or how messy my hair looks like, or how the existence of the dark circles just hit no interest on me.
8) I screwed up my F&N practical because I was already feeling so sick+tired+sleepy+drained and 2hours of practical wouldn't help. I destroyed all my cakes. Hola.
9) I'm going to drain myself and just mug and mug and mug and mug. Face those books.
10) I'm shutting myself, once again like I did in those months. So, pardon me.
Should I end this entry with a smile? :D That's better. SMILE WORLD, SMILE. THE BEST HAVE YET TO COME.
Cynicism.
July 14 2005, 11:31:21 UTC 6 years ago
Dont put yourself down any further, babe. Stop, take a rest, drink loads of water and start caring about yourself again, alright? I hate seeing you like this and I know you can do it. Just give yourself a chance to (:
July 14 2005, 14:45:14 UTC 6 years ago
(:
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hee.
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